Wednesday, September 27, 2006

i'm fine and dandy

personally, one of the things that i find difficult in dealing with mvp is the inconsistency. one day, i feel fine - full of energy ... and then i feel downright shitty the next day ... sometimes, we're not even talking of days but hours ... i would be okay in the morning and then sometime in the afternoon, i would start getting woozy. it can be frustrating ... very frustrating.

but whenever people ask me how i am, i have a "standard" answer - "i'm fine and dandy - as always :)" - even when i feel so under the weather. don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to fool anyone. i'm also not telling a lie. believe it or not, i actually meant that answer. i am struggling but i am also doing my best to cope - by being positive.

and so i tell myself while i tell somebody else - i am fine, i am dandy and i will always be ...

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